I always felt Redeeming the Vedas, Vedanuddharate, is His Work, not mine, but He somehow catches and makes me do His Work. Again letting Esoterica out is not sanctioned scripturally. Anyway , writing about the Self is Blissful ! In Bliss everything exist, From Bliss is everything born and unto Bliss all will merge back – Anandam Brahma, Anandena imani bhootani jayanthe / Anandena Jathani Jeevanti / Anandam prayantyavi samvishanti